Yyyyyaaaawwwwnnnnn! Well I had a nice rest over these past long, unbearable, freezing cold Winter months and mama bear is ready to play. It was a nice break from the dating scene while I concentrated on school work and focused my attention towards eventually seeing warm weather again. However, I knew that it would have to come to an end and that I would need to get back on my feet and continue the search. All of this searching is exhausting though and I wish that I could be a boring married couple already. Then it would be perfectly fine for me to sit in on a Friday night and do absolutely nothing. But my life is not there yet, I was dealt a different path and was put on this earth for a different reason, not the one that I was hoping for….to have 5 children. How am I supposed to have 5 children now? I’ll be lucky if I have even one. Enough complaining, I’m sure everyone is anxious to hear what stage in the dating world I am today. Well don’t hold your breath. Coming out of hibernation is going to take some time. I had one online prospect who I was starting to get excited about. We started going through the beginning “stages” of communication until we got to the email part. We finally get to delve into a conversation and get to know more about one another, and all of a sudden I don’t hear from him. It seems almost like a game at this point. That every instance is going to be the same and I can just call right from the get go. I WILL NOT GIVE UP HOPE, I WILL NOT GIVE UP HOPE!